Toltec movements and recapitulation
LOOKING INTO OUR FEARS
A 5 days / 6 nights retreat at Cayla, Aveyron

August 23 - 29, 2026
According to Don Juan Matus, fear is the first obstacle on the path of knowledge. It can paralyze us, divert us, and fragment our attention.
Under its influence, we flee transformation, avoid the unknown, and cling to secondary concerns, as if they could protect us from what is calling us to undergo profound change within ourselves.
We are all, at certain moments of our lives, confronted with fear. It can be subtle or overwhelming, rational or irrational, visible or deeply unconscious.
Learning to move forward with it, without allowing it to take the power to decide in our place, is one of the essential lessons of the inner path.
On a collective level, fear influences choices, decisions, and behaviors, as recent history in Western societies has shown.
A climate of fear can amplify the search for control, the rigidification of structures, and the delegation of power to authoritarian systems.
This dynamic is associated with Saturn, the principle of structure, limitation, and control, which, when unbalanced, can become rigidity and confinement.
Fear can take many forms: fear of lack, fear of rejection, fear of abandonment, fear of illness, fear of failure, fear of the unknown…
It is rooted in the deepest layers of our personal history, but also in older memories linked to our lineage or to significant emotional experiences.
When it is not consciously met, fear can silently shape our lives, our relationships, and our decisions.
And yet, it is not only an obstacle.
Many traditions consider it a threshold, a passage behind which lies a greater force: a vital intensity, a raw energy, a potential for transformation.
When fear is crossed rather than avoided, it can become a gateway to deeper dimensions of being.
Fear can be understood as an entry point into another quality of perception: that of the energy body. It marks the passage between the world of the ego—structured by control, identity, and habits—and a wider space of awareness and presence.
The aim of this retreat is to revisit the fears and phobias that have marked our lives, in order to transform them into allies.
During these 5 days and 6 nights, we will explore the fears that have shaped our journey. We will use a movement practice inspired by traditions of Toltec origin, allowing us to breathe through areas of shadow and to explore where fear takes root.
We will work with fire and water as symbolic and sensory supports for transformation and inner clarification.
And immersion in a natural environment will help us let go of control and leave behind habitual patterns.
This retreat is an invitation to discover, at the heart of what we most often flee, a living force—available and profoundly transformative.
Cost (including lodging in shared rooms, and meals from the dinner of Sunday 23 to the breakfast of Saturday 29): 750 € before August 9 - 800 € after.
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PROVISIONAL PROGRAMÂ
- Sunday August 23:
Afternoon: arrival and settling in - Monday August 24:
Morning: Opening circle
Afternoon: Indoor practice
Evening: View of the Sunset - Tuesday August 25:
Morning: Indoor practice
Afternoon: Indoor practice and hike in the forest
Evening; Fire ceremony - Wednesday August 26:
Morning: indoor practice
Afternoon: Visit to the Tarn river - Thursday August 27:
Morning: indoor practice
Afternoon: indoor practice - Friday August 28:
Morning: Closing circle
Afternoon: hike to a nearby mountain - Saturday August 29:
Morning: departureÂ